I am so grateful for so many things. I have spent most of my life allowing myself to believe that I was “crazy”, like some of the ex’s have claimed, hahaha! Even my family who work or have worked in the logging industry gave me a hard time because I have always been a “tree hugger”. I’ve also always had strange experiences that couldn’t be explained in this modern day western culture that I grew up in. I’m grateful to have so many wonderful people in my life, that love me as I am, even if they can’t understand my experiences. However, I’ve also lost friends, and family, and boyfriends due to what I believe is a fear of what is unexplainable and hard to understand for those that don’t have these experiences. I was always afraid to talk about it, unless I felt I could trust the person I was sharing with. I’m not afraid anymore. I am embracing these magical experiences whole heartedly now, and am no longer concerned with what anyone thinks. I had an MRI on my brain last year and have seen a neurologist, my brain is perfectly healthy. Now that I no longer get drunk to cope with the experiences (and/or life), these experiences have become more common, clear, and comfortable. I’m enjoying my reality, even if I’ve been told it’s not real. All I can say is, if you know you know, and if you don’t know then I hope you get to someday. Life really is magical and beautiful, especially when we live from our hearts. Thank you for your love and support of my new endeavors, my gratitude is beyond words.
