I recently had an experience in my life that can only be explained as a miracle. I shared my gratitude with those involved and was asked to write a testimonial about my experience, so that everyone knows that I’m truly a real person. Yes, I am a real person who had an amazing thing happen to me, and for me. These past few years, I was in a relationship that wasn’t healthy for me. I got my heart broken a year ago and then gave him another chance so he could finish the job for Christmas this past year. I was stronger this time, and I owe a lot of that to my healing process. I had some deep rooted pain around my feelings of unworthiness and rejection. I previously thought that I had healed those old wounds. However, falling in love with someone, and trusting someone, who used the same language behind the same temper that was familiar to me, took me back to feeling like I was 7 years old again. I am grateful that this calming voice of reason came across my news feed one day, just when I was starting to sink into the abyss of unworthiness again. Tami was like an angel who was speaking directly to my heart. I started following her page, and she continued to inspire me, lift me up, and also validated my experiences through her readings. This entire time, the person who was around me the most did his best to try to convince me that I was “crazy”. The neurologist, however, assured me that I am not crazy during my last appointment on Dec 20th. I got dumped 3 days later. I think someone else needed that neurology appointment. Anyway, after following Tami online for a bit, I also started following her church that does healing services on Monday afternoons. City of Light Spiritualist Church has shown me a whole new concept around the word “church”. The energy I have felt during their services makes me feel like I’m in a magical temple that encompasses all of existence with love. The individual healers that are part of the healing services all exude the most inviting, comforting, warm and inspiring love energy. This energy has helped me to heal my own heartaches while also giving me an avenue to share my love energy with others. I knew this energy was powerful, as there were a couple of times that I felt as though I was right there with all of them holding hands around the entire planet and sending love to the earth and every living being. CLSC is also pet friendly, which is another way they touch my heart. So, my miracle, that I haven’t shared with too many people because I truly felt that it was an experience meant just for me. I’ve been making my art, feeling inspired by nature and believe with everything in me that my art is healing. I asked the universe, the Great Spirit, if the healing energy I feel can be transferred to others through my art. This miracle in my life, gave me the answer I needed when it showed me that yes, yes indeed healing energy can be transferred to anywhere it’s intended when it comes from our soul and with our heart’s love. Oh yeah, the miracle, let me tell you. It’s a little personal, but we’re humans and this is life in a physical body. Three years ago I had my first colonoscopy where they removed a 10mm polyp. So, I had to follow up with another one in three years. Last August I made the appointment, because we all know how long it takes these days to get scheduled. My appointment was scheduled for Jan 23rd. Prior to getting dumped at Christmas, I was unable to have intercourse for a few weeks as there was something in the way. I went to my primary care doctor who referred me to my Gynecologist. I have a history of tumors, which caused my emergency hysterectomy at 33. I knew they could come back. I had an appointment the first week of January with my OBGYN. This might be too much information here, but in order for you to understand how thoroughly I was examined, the doctor had gloves on both hands. His face said more than he did, as he checked, double checked, and triple checked what he was feeling inside me. He said, “There is definitely a mass pushing your rectum into your vaginal canal.” Then he explains to me that he was unable to tell which side of the fence it was on, which is important when it comes to planning the surgery. He said, the first order of business is a colonoscopy (which I already had scheduled). Next would be a transvaginal ultrasound to see what it’s attached to, and then an appointment to discuss surgery. The week of all these scary appointments, was the Monday that my miracle happened. I was standing at my kitchen window, where I often gaze out at nature and enjoy all my pretty rocks lit up on the sill. I was trying not to be worried about my situation, when I then grabbed my phone and opened up facebook just in time for City of Light Spiritualist Church’s healing service. I stayed right where I was at the window. Many times during the Monday service, I get distracted by something, whether it’s my animals or a phone call, but not this day. I was completely immersed in this particular service with zero distractions. When it came time for all the healers to send their healing energy out to everyone in need, I joined them like I had before. This time was different. As I was feeling connected to this energy, sending healing love to the world, something amazing happened to me. It was as though the top of my head opened up and this soft swirling tornado of white light came into my body and I could feel it wrapping around every bit of my insides all the way to my toes and fingertips. It was as if all the energy I was putting out there for others, came right back to me 100 million fold! I just cried with gratitude, even though in that moment I had no idea what had just happened to me. The next day, my colonoscopy, all clear and I don’t have to go back for 10 years. Then the ultrasound, that also showed nothing there. I cried in front of the tech, as in that moment that she turned the screen around to show me, I remembered the white swirling light of love and just cried with gratitude, total amazement and sheer joy! My next appointment to discuss the surgery that I won’t be needing, was the best. My doctor walked in, leaned up against his counter, crossed his arms, dropped his head and just looked at me in awe. This is a man that felt the mass with his own hands, and it was gone! My other issue, that I went in for in the first place, also corrected itself. I believe my body had it’s own way of telling me that I deserved a healthier more loving and kind relationship, and I believe so too. I have learned, dis ease, creates disease, and peace is now my top priority. When they say the universe has a plan, I believe it now more than ever, and I am part of it! I will always be grateful to the healers at City of Light Spiritualist Church, as well as my new friend Tami for connecting me to them, and all the guidance that led me to experience this glorious miracle. From my heart, I am sincerely thankful for this gift of healing in my life. This is my miracle, and I will never forget it.
